Emotions

Why does he have to make everything so confusing? He really doesn't have to. He could make it simple and it would be a wonderful thing. I truly believe that we could be a wonderful thing. Our realtionship was growing stronger until he became distant. That's when it got confusing. He didn't have to tell me that he was thinking about a realtionship beyond sex with me. He didn't have to distance himself from me after he said it. He didn't have to ignore my instant messages and emails. He didn't have to instant message me randomly just after I stopped thinking about him every minute of everyday. He didn't have to become distant again. But he did. He did all of those things to make my head spin faster and faster each time. It's depressing to think of what could have been. I'm almost ready to stop waiting. To stop waiting for him to talk to me. To stop waiting for him to grow up. To stop waiting for him to realize what he might have right in front of him. I think that I would be good for him and he would be good for me. Yet now it seems like we may never find out if theses thoughts are accurate. He doesn't have to make me shiver each time. He doesn't have to be on my mind all the time. He doesn't have to be the person he is protraying himself as. He could be better. But he does and he does it with a charm that makes me want him even more.
And so it is just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is the shorter story
No love no glory
No hero in her scar
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes
And so it is the colder water
The blowers daughter
The pupil ends it all
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you

Love: attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (b) an assurance of love

Funny thing is that you can actually define love.